thank god i found you.

aiight.
dance prac everyday is jus driving me nutsss!!!!gosh.its driving me up the wall!!plus i hafta study and cheerleading!!!GRR!stressed please.have so many tests this week but when i get home i'm jus brain-dead okay..sad.think i'm like so hopeless.[i think *your right!hah.]

hmmm,yesterday was like so fun!it was the only day i had no dance,so sihui and i went to town!we looked for stuff.hehe.we went to eat at subway.love the macadamia nut cookies from there!heh.but its super sweet.i like! :)then we walked around heeren.almost died cus our bags were super heavy!den we headed to taka,went to art friend!can get lost in that place,love it!hmm,then we went to the 'better toys store'.didn't have the thing that i wanted to get.then went to creative hands to get my silver crayon!its so cool.we wanted to die cus our bags were like killing us!!grr.so we headed to crystal jade for dinner.we felt so out,cus we were in school-u and everyone was like having cny dinners with their family and having "lo hei"!!i like!yeah..we were so beat.so we headed to the bus stop behind cine..

lovely wanru msged to ask if we were still in town!they were at yoshi..but at TAKA!grr..we jus left crystal jade!so sad laa.we were alrdy at cine,so we jus went home..sigh.bus ride home was interesting yet boring.bus was super empty.was msging sharon and talking abt valentines day.so funny laa.made me laugh to myself.i guess having joy in the world is jus the best..no need to thank me sharon..and no need to call me fucker.HAHA!

okay enough abt having joy in the world[HAHA],mum forced me to eat went i got home!so i felt bloody fat.haha.knn.anyway,showered and lied in bed.

then looked at the stuff i bought from art friend and thought what i shld make of it.i feel so bad.i'm scared its not enough.i'm bad at presents i guess.sigh.i wish i could give * the perfect gift..oh man,my brain cells are all gone from thinking abt this every second of the day!!there's really nothing i can give to measure up to what * mean to me,but..grr!i jus hope what i do,doesn't disappoint *..hmmm.why is this so difficult?guess your jus the best :)so its hard to measure up to *.. :D

oh wells,god bro called two days ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm SO fuckin happy la!we talked like for so long!he said i so hafta go there cus he's gonna take me snow boarding and skiing!!!i can't wait to go.his sister is getting married soon and i'm her bridesmaid!!whee.it's gonna be cool.canada!whee..cant wait..yet i'll miss stuff here. :( sigh.

oh wells,guess that's all folks.take care!
xoxo,chess.

"the speacial two"


"From This Moment On"-shania twain.

(I just swear that I'll aways be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength,
happiness and sorrow,for better or worse,
I will love you withevery beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you,
can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I liveI will love you,
I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on.